yesterday, unintentionally
I wanted to tell a friend about myself
had to show her my past

where I was from
where I had been
within
that cause
was an underlying
reminiscence

aching to be shaken
and it woke shocked
splintered
underneath the surface
so she couldn't see.

see my mind is foolish
but my body's clever
to never act the part
of a broken heart

as I cried inside
I laughed out loud

wanting to DIE
we flipped past
old photos
and nick nacks

videos that
took me back
to a door

so big




not even an army

not even an army..