Sunday, October 31, 2010

holloweeeen


HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!

I had a great weekend!

Though, I failed my road test Friday.. :[


any whooo

My LOVEESSS stayed over friday night and we went to DA CLUB.
the things I do for love.. HAHAHA it was fun actually.

the morning after I made my lovely ladies pancakes and eggs <3

and continued to party back at school !
went to SALEM today!!
all in all, great weekend with my amazing friends.

Midterms are over,THANK GODDD

I did pretty wellll :]

lately I've been keepin busy
books, buds, and some butterflies here and there <3
testing out the "casual" side of things
so far so good
since, well.. strings can turn into knots
no strings' a better shot ;]

who knew.

LOVEE

Friday, October 22, 2010

don't wanna run I don't wanna leaveee

yesterday, unintentionally
I wanted to tell a friend about myself
had to show her my past

where I was from
where I had been
within
that cause
was an underlying
reminiscence

aching to be shaken
and it woke shocked
splintered
underneath the surface
so she couldn't see.

see my mind is foolish
but my body's clever
to never act the part
of a broken heart

as I cried inside
I laughed out loud

wanting to DIE
we flipped past
old photos
and nick nacks

videos that
took me back
to a door

so big




not even an army

not even an army..

college ;]

Friday, October 8, 2010

update!

I had an Epiphany!


I will live in New York.
I will Travel.
I will be successful.
I will be in lust with life
cuz love is just an assumption I cannot afford.
...especially in the city.

I want to explore the sciences,because even though liberal arts seem promising, I feel like I'm selling myself short. by avoiding my fears, I'm limiting my options for careers, I might just be good at it! we'll see.

I'm gonna start with taking some computer courses..ahhh.