the cosmos

spent days wondering what i can do more correct
whats been missing in failed attempts at satisfaction
ive managed to rid myself old loves and importances
gained some enlightenments
a bit too... perfect

and i wonder which way my feet walk when im not looking
down
how far id walk if i didnt have to
stop
how much id love you if you were the only one
around
if the cosmos would go wandering with me as i get
lost
in question marks and hypothetical situations
when hypothetically..
id still find you next to me

in reality you left before you ever came
because you could never love me
with all the doors i would not open
and all the words left unspoken.