march twenty-eighth twenty-ten

Its Sunday and I just got home from a fourteen hour shift, a good way to start the week?

last week was one of the toughest weeks at this stage in my life, emotionally and psychologically.

It's been hard to come to the realization that a lot of the people in my life, or who were in my life for that matter, were simply not worth it.

that I spent nights worrying, and caring for people that were never to come close to the image I held of them.

I do expect too much from them, because I do, do too much for them

I'm sick of misunderstandings that people will not accept as a misunderstanding. Seriously?

text messages were not meant for whole conversations, to avoid misunderstandings, and your mind from interpreting my responses in the most negative way, if you can text, you must have my number. call.

they need to chill the fuck out.

I have a lot of goals in mind for this year that I really want to accomplish.

I was

• selfless
• sensitive
• reserved
• preoccupied
• stressed

I want

• to put myself out there
• stop caring too much
• be selfish not selfless

I will be

• relaxed
• carefree as can be
• assertive
• active

i am

• productive
• hopeful
• proud
• ambitious :]