I had a tough weekend.

So?

. . .

Thats fine.

I'm sick of waiting,

I don't have the time or the energy

anymore

and I realize that I'm not gonna do the same thing

over again

this time its different

its all too familiar

I've learned

and if you haven't

noticed how much

I love you

and how much

this hurts

I can just shake my head and walk away from this

but I'll take everything else with me

Maybe I'll see you soon?

I hope so.

:'[